Why do I just feel like an ass sometimes?

So, I am have been having this debate lately. I don’t mean that I am just an overt ass, but sometimes I am literally just thinking to myself why the fuck do people act that way. Is that wrong? I wonder sometimes. I feel like that is OK to see people and sometimes think, what did your parents do wrong? Then today I realized soemthing. What if people look a me at see the same because you know, I am who I am. I don’t try to change myself. So, I guess that I am just trying to say that if you don’t like me. I am OK with it. Just don’t sugar-coat it.

Anyway, school is going very good. I have been nothing short of completely unproductive. I just cannot seem to get kick-started this term. I think that it will come, and I think that this term in the end is going to be like one of the best that I have ever had, at least I hope that the term will run smoothly. I am think that next year I am going to try to take only one science class a term, and to keep the rest of the class open for something fun and ridiculously not hard.

I am thinking that I want to take ceramics, and maybe drawing and / or print making. I also want to Development Biology. I want to take a sociology class. I want to Spanish 210. So much fun next year! I cannot wait! It is going to be so much fun…Why!?!?! I am so sick and tired of taking three sceince classes each term for like the last year. I also would like to digital photography. So many classes, and yet so little time! That is the story of my life!!!

I am thinking about going to graduate school? I don’t know though if I want to though. I mean I know that I am going to go. I know that I am going to after one year of work. My debate lies in what I want to go to graduate school for (Devo. Bio. or Organic Chem.) and when do I want to go? Do I want to wait a year or go right after Knox? I mean I only have like 3 months to figure this out…I have to start studying for the GRE.  Very cool.

I want to really see the movie Who’s Afraid of Virginia Walf. I have been listening to something about it on Studio 360. It is cool. At least it sounds cool. I really like Elizabeth Taylor. The film A Cat on Hat Tin is great. I mean they way it looks at southern life is great because the film isn’t demeaning but you watch and you can understand that they just live different. The way that southerners react to a social situation at least during that time period.

Good Luck With Everthing!